unbelievabe.

I'm stuck at home on new year eve! aren't people suppose to go celebrate and go for the countdown thingy.ahaha,well not me.
actually whats the use of going for that countdown think. you'll be around all the strangers and sweat.ewww i say!
so here i am blogging like nobody's business and feeling super hungry.haven't actually have my dinner yet.
even my dad feels really lazy to go out and buy food since we are kinda sick and tired of the same food we always eat.
not the best i tell you.we decided to order in dominos but the most unbelievable thing happen,i called and freaking waited for so long and they can't seem to locate the place I'm staying right now?!
like hello! this residential area is not that new. I've been staying here for almost one year plus!
how the hell they can't locate the place!UNBELIEVABLE ,i tell you!

so i just have to bare with it and wait till later when my dad goes out to pick my mom up and go to mcdonald to buy food. urgh! stupid thing!
well new year will be just in 2 hours away.
i can't understand why people keep asking me why i am not out celebrating new year eve?!
like hello it's not like next year will be a great happy awesome year for me!
i have to face SPM like every other form 5 students in malaysia.
i should be looking forward on celebrating the next coming new year eve. that is approximately in 365 days to go :)
that will probably be an awesome new year celebration for me. i still can't smell my freedom yet :p

I'm gonna miss 2008!

Hello 2009!

Much love,
Su'S

the ending of a new beginning.

first and for most i like to wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR! i can't believe tomorrow will be 2009 the year i will become a form 5 student,a senior!
like omigosh wey! so school will be reopening on the 5th on January. like that's a good news for me. i still can't believe it that i just have another year of high school and then i don't know where the future will lead me to.
i just still can't register that yet in my brain.

ok lets not prolong about the 2009 stuff here. i just want to enjoy everything before i become a total zombie. i swear i don't think i can be those bookworms :P i love books.

yesterday i when out for a shopping spree at mid valley with my dad. at first i didn't really want to go out since I've been in the house and have been in my room almost the whole entire day just reading breaking dawn :) everyone seems to think that I'm actually sleeping in the evening.
so i decided what the hell,i haven't seen the sunlight for god knows how long. and after hearing my dad saying that he wanted to go to mid valley i took the advantage to buy the clarks flats i saw at bangsar village the other days :)
i totally fell in love with it.
for me to get this kind of shoes is super hard,so clarks is the only one can. but their design are quite alright tho.

it's the cutest thing I've ever seen :)

wanted this too,but my dad though the other one is more better :p

got myself a new jeans & a blue top from DP and that clarks flat i wanted.it's sometime so much easier shopping with my dad :P
followed him around and since he too wanted to do some shopping i just tag along. i think by my calculation i spend almost rounding of to 600 i think. but i only bought 3 items only. ahaha. never mind,ones in a while only right? oh yeah, i totally forgot to mention that i totally got hooked on to breaking dawn. i bought the breaking dawn book at bangsar village mph. shockingly they display a lot of new moon. hahah.

i just wanna say that i love my family and friends that have been through of the up's and down's of me. i know i am a handful but i really wanna thank everyone for having all the patience while they are with me :p
I Love You ALL!

that's all i think till now.so just wanna wish everyone a very happy new year and welcome to the year of 2009 everybody!

Much love,
Su'S

towards the end.

the year 2008 is ending in just a few more days. I'm pretty excited to start school tho,not the studying but the friends thing :D
lots have happen to me through out the year. i never expect that I'll be joining a bunch of school related activities.but it's worth it even tho i skipped a lot of classes due to the activities.
i hope that the year 2009 will be a fresh year for me.
I'll try my very best in my studies,since this year my lack of studies really given a big impact towards my grades.
especially my account,add maths and sejarah.
plus i have the feeling that I'll be pick for the plkn thingy.
like shit men!

so yeah,whatever happens next year I hope that I'll be able to go through it. suck it up!

Much love,
Su'S

eyes on fire

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle or any music library list (eg. WMP; Winamp, Real Player and etc)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"
last of days-a fine frenzy

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
dip it low-christina millian

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
hurt-christina aguilere

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
candy-mandy moore ( :D )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
no passenger,no parasite-norma jean

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
only fooling myself-kate voegele

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
when your gone-avril lavigne

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
back in the day-christina aguilera

WHAT IS 2+2?
sembunyi-misha omar & andy flop poppy

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
forgiveness-leona lewis

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
la tortura-shakira(huh?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
these words-natasha bedingfield

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
i believe-tata young

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
before the goodbye-britney spears

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
broken window pane-mandi perkins (i have NEVER broken any window)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
better days-kate voegele

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
we ride-rihanna

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
thank you-christina aguilera

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
take a bow-rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
rama-rama-ella

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
bayonetwork-norma jean (yeah,its the worst song i've heard in my life!)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
viva forever-spice girls

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
better off alone-marie digby

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
forever-chris brown

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
when you believe-whitney houston & mariah carey

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
because of you-ne-yo(haha)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
my love-justin timberlake ( :P)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
my dirty little secret-all american reject

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
the title-ciara

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
better days-goo goo dolls

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
eyes on fire-blue foundation


Tag:
anyone that is willing to do this!
:P

the clock is ticking.

like omigosh! in just less than two weeks more till I have to start with school again and all the homework's that will be given to me.
not what I'm actually looking forward to,but the thing is that I'll be seeing my friends again after such a long holiday.
well I definitely need to start on the studying part.
it's been ages since i actually touch a revision book,like hell yeah!
urgh.I'll be going back to my old routine over and over again!
the "best" part that i will be waiting is the SPM part!
gosh! i never thought about that,and what will happen if i flunk the ultimate test.
I'll update more on my pathetic life when I have something more interesting to tell on.
signing off.

Much love,
Su'S

a walked down memory lane.

I miss Indonesia already!

the whole trip was awesome i love it. and i did not regret at all!

let start from the beginning,the night(Friday) before i couldn't sleep so i online and watched TV till around 2am.ahaha. my parents was so worried that i could not wake up the next morning. i packed a bit more and still couldn't sleep. maybe I'm just too excited :D i even thought of not sleeping and just read twilight again but didn't really have the mood to do it. in the end i gave up and just tried and sleep. woke up to the sound of my dad voice asking me to wake up. by then it was only 4.30am,i bath and get ready and packed a bunch more stuff.i just had a granola bar as breakfast while waited for my parents and brother to get ready.

1st day:
it was only 5.30am when we left the house. slept most of the time in the car,well what do you aspect it's only 5.30am! we reached LCC terminal around 6.30am. the terminal was full of people since it's end of the year,people would go holiday. we rushed to checked in and waited for my aunt and uncle to be there.
so the people that going is me,daddy,mak cik nani,kak su,kak jue,uncle lis & aunty nab.so that counted as seven people.our flight were at 7.35am so by 7am we had to checked in. said goodbye to my mom and brother and my other cousin's. the best part is when you go through the scanner thingy. ahaha.i would make this kind of curious face when i go through the scanner thingy :P

we reached Padang around 8.30am(Indonesia time,they are an hour before Malaysian time).we waited such long time just to go through the immigration since there were such a long line. got our bags and got out of the airport,my grandfather was already waiting for us. the last time i saw him was two years ago. i miss him,he is very nice and care :) there were two van,i got into the van with my dad,kak jue and my grandfather.
he brought us to this Padang restaurants. it was big and the food was super good and spicy! love it!

the trip to bukit tinggi took us about two and a half hour. we stop by this waterfall site. the waterfall is so amazing,felt like jumping in and swim around :P i sat beside the window the whole time and after the long hours sitting we finally reached bukit tinggi!
i was there two years ago and not much has change tho. my dad and aunt wanted to change money to start SHOPPING! went to this jewelry store to change money.then we were on our way to start shopping.there were a bunch of stores and i dah mula rambang mata!

got into this store called Mujmin and this is were we spent most of our time and money. like seriously i think we were there for almost 3 hours just by browsing through materials. i did bought like a bunch of materials and sat there for quite some time. got really bored and ate chips more with kak jue.ahaha.me and kak jue stayed behind at the store will the other went to the mosque to pray. we waited for so long and thought that they all already forgot about us.while waiting for them i was think on whether to get this materiel than is so vogue! and final they got back and i made my decision to get it. it's a long story :D

it was already 6pm and the shops are already closing and we got back to the van and move to our next destination that is maningjau. the trip took us about and hour plus and in the van everyone was already snoozing off except the driver of course! i was freaking tired any by the time i woke up we just reach kelok 44. and there goes another half and hour more to get down to Danau Maningjau. this is my kampung btw :P at last we reach my pakman's house! aunt nab and kak su was a bit dizzy from the keluk 44 since they all not used to it. i was pretty ok tho! we sat at the living room and just fall to the couch and slept. didn't felt like eating so i bath since i felt so rimas from the long trip,the water was freaking cold! the first drop of water shiver me till my spine,so you could imagine how cold it is. so for you all yang tak biasa memang susah giler! got out of the bathroom and saw everyone looking through their purchases.sat around them and just chat up with my aunties and uncles. the last time i saw them they weren't married yet and now two of my aunties are married and one is expecting her first child.

2nd day:
woke up to the sound of someone reciting Al-Quran. and that was only 4.30am and slept back again till around 8.30am.woke up and baths and ate breakfast.kak jue even heard the reciting and though that someone on the radio out loud.ahaha.and i totally forgot that my pakman's house is just next to a mosque :D it was a rainy day so we didn't when out anywhere. later in the evening we walked to this house,they are somehow related to our family.it was still raining when we wanted to walked home,since we didn't bring along any umbrella they gave us banana leaf! i felt so hilarious just by holding it. the whole day we ate & watched TV till night.

3th day:
Selamat Hari Raya Qurban to all Muslims! i woke up around 8-ish while everyone when to the mosque i stayed behind.later on everyone came back home and we when to another pakman's house to visit him. btw i have two pakman's(grandfather),they are my father's uncles.so that make them my grandfathers :P at his house he served us rice and a bunch of dishes.later on uncle Noris from Kota Canai with his son(Adip) and this guy came to the house.while the others were talking i ate 3 limau.on the way back we took another route just to explore the area.i love my kampung,it's so green.sedap mata memandang!and again the whole day we just spent by watching tv and ate.got addicted to watching the indon drama :)

4th day:
on this day we planned to go to bukit tinggi again.on the way up we stop by the kelok to take pictures.the scenery is so breath taking.in the van while on the way to bukit tinggi i got a bit sick cause of the road condition.we when to the same shop again to buy a bunch more materials.later on we found out that my pakman that came along with us got hospitalize due to high blood pressure,but his condition is alright.they told us not to worry.we continue with the shopping and had lunch at this restaurant.me,kak su & aunty nab had orange juice and it was so bad that we only had a few sip and didn't want it anymore!even the waiter felt a sense of regret and ask forgiveness since their orange juice was so bad.like seriously,no kidding!my aunties when to this new shopping complex just to check out while we meaning me,kak su & kak jue when to check out the bukit tinggi nyer KFC.since we all teringin sangat nak try the KFC there.ahaha. not bad tho,macam sama aje except the chili sauce a bit spicy. in the evening we visited pakman at the hospital.we spent an hour at the hospital just talking.i travel back with my uncle's car with my dad & aunties and adip(my uncle's son).got a bit dizzy tho,my head felt heavy.came home and just wash my face and slept.

5th day:
we spend the day going through our purchases.kak su jealous i got the vogue nyer material!ahaha.just joking! and again we ate and watched TV the whole day till night! i got addicted watching the drama.my favourite drama is kasih & amara.the story buat orang menyampah aje,but still nak tengok.we all semua tengok :) sometime they make the drama so unrealistic. seriously if i were kasih i dah belasah amara and the bitchy mother.vino is super cute and randy is hot even tho he plays as the bad character!! ahaha.you all don't know the story.in the afternoon we took a trip down to Hamka's museum.he is some honorable men. sat there and we were presented with a story about Hamka's life and journey through out his life.Hamka's story truly is great.

6th day:
when to bukit tinggi AGAIN! gosh.it's like the third time we were going there.berjuta-juta rupiah habis.ahaha.before that we visited our pakman at the hospital. he seem better.after that we when to bukit tinggi to buy some more things,but this time me,kak su & kak jue stayed behind and sat at KFC since both of them were sort of muflis already.my aunt when on to buy some stuff for her family back home.we spent out time talking and catching up with a bunch of stuff.they wanted to buy some stuff so i followed them around.then we catch up with my dad,aunties and uncles somewhere that i can't remember already :D i followed my aunties to the mosque.while i just stayed outside the mosque,sitting there and took care of their shoes.later on my dad and uncles came and accompany me and waited for the others. ahaha.had fun tho.you know that guy who followed my uncle from kota canai is kinda cute but what a waste he is married :P

had a very late lunch at this restaurant that guy brought us to.i just had piece of chicken since i had and early lunch at KFC with they all. we left the other to eat while me,kak su & kak jue when on to buy some last minute shopping item.got to this souvenir shop that kak jue when the other day and we met this cute guy,THE ONLY cute guy we saw while at Indonesia.ahaha.i bought some stuff from him and had to rush back to the car since they were waiting for us already.got there and i only saw my dad and uncles.didn't see my aunties.they were still shopping. we though we were late already.waited for almost half and hour for them.

my uncle brought us to taman panorama at bukit tinggi.the view is so beautiful.you could see this active volcano.so breath taking.then we walked to the Lobang Jepang(Japanese tunnel) it's an old tunnel that was build by the Japanese during their invasion.uncle lis when down first followed by that guy and me dad and last but not list,ME! the stairway was super long down.one looked down my leg shiver a bit but i continue going down since i was already half way through. it's about a few hundred meters below.the tunnel was super long,there were light to guide us through.walked till the escape hole. i was so out of breath during the walked back up the stairs.so for smoker I'll be harder for them to walked up. it was such a relieve just to reach the top.sat down for awhile to catch my breath.tiring giler kot!

later we when to picked up kak lisa at the hospital and stop buy a near fruit store.while the others were there me & kak su wanted to try the sate.oh it's good.the gravy is delicious wey! we ate at the store while the others waited for us.ahaha.the trip back to maningjau seem so fast this time. reach home,bath and eat. and started packing and sorting out our things. i couldn't sleep so i just watched TV till around 11 kot.

7th day:
woke up super late since we didn't have to go anywhere.so i took my time to do everything.mostly we watched TV and ate most of the time.it was our last day and we just spent most of out time at the living room.at night some relative came over to give some food to bring back to Malaysia. a lot i say! we had trouble during our packing.had so much of things to bring back and started to worry about the taxes.i slept early since we had to left maningjau by 8 am and had to wake up at 5am the next day.

Departing day:
my aunt woke me up around 4.30am to bath and get ready.by 6am i got ready and settle everything.ate my last breakfast and we all just sat at the living room chatting away.by 8 we had to depart.said goodbye to everyone and left for our journey to the airport.we reach around 10.30 and check in.
we reach kl around 5pm.


to sum up everything i really enjoyed my trip back.the best ever! i will miss all of them back there.love to go back there again.god knows when I'll be back there again.and i hope my pakman health is better now.

Much love,
Su'S

holding it back.

Am i suppose to be happy & excited about my trip to kampung? yes? no? urgh! seriously my feelings are everywhere right now. there are a part of me wanting to go and there are a part of not wanting to go and just wanna sit at home. why is this happening to.usually I'll be counting the days till the actually trip. gosh,what has happen to me. weird!

tomorrow I'll be getting my form 5 books around 1-ish. i don't think I'll be going anywhere after that since i haven't even started with my packing. can't decide on what to bring.i definitely will be bring stuff that is unnecessary with me typical me. just i have be informed that we were needed to leave the house my 5.30am o Saturday. i don't think I'll be sleeping the night before that. most probably I'll be reading my twilight for the 3rd time. i don't seem to get bored of reading it tho. usually after one time of reading a book I'll just leave it at the shelf till i find something new to read. by tonight i should be finishing it for the second time :P

i keep holding back things.this few days my tears keep flowing down for no reason.my emotions are everywhere right now.things are getting weirder by every second.
i can't imagine my life next year? don't think I'll get to go out here and there again since i have to start concentrating on my study's. my parents have high expectation for my study's.and i hate that!
well i think I'll be signing out now.

Much love,
Su'S

flying high.

through of the year of '08 I've done many things,more than i anticipated. time seem to fly really fast and i can't believe it's soon to be the year I'll be taking my spm exam. it freaks me out sometime whenever i though about it.well i only have another year of school can't you believe it. wow. tho i think I'll be missing school life when some adult said that being in school is better than working life. gosh. working life seem like 100x more stressful.

my parents keep pressuring me to start revising my form 4 which i totally haven't been doing. since my year end holiday started,i haven't touch any books except reading novels which is my current addiction. have no idea where that is coming from but at least I'm not watching TV the whole entire holiday :)

just now i asked my dad weather i could get the new moon book and he was lecturing me on well i should get those self improvement book or adventures book which i dislike. why on earth would i get those kind of book if I'm not interested in it. due to that i just I'm reading the twilight again. ahaha. hopefully by tonight I'll finish it.I'll find some other way to get the book,maybe if i ask my mom she'll let me get it. she is more open minded than my dad.

now i feel very lazy to go for the trip back to the village. just felt like sitting at home at rot myself. totally in depressive mood now.urgh. i seriously need something new to read. or something new to do! HELP NEEDED!
signing out now. feeling depressive now.

Much love,
Su'S

better than i anticipated it.

it's so addictive i tell you. gosh,I'm so proud that i final finish reading twilight. ahaha. ok,now i realize that the book was better that the movie. there we some parts from the book they didn't put in.i can't wait to purchase the next book :D i think I'll stop talking about it now. i won't stop if i keep on typing about the book :p

yesterday i went to Vishnu's birthday party at club Rain. he is nesha's friend,met him during our occasional trip to sunway with the girls.he's a nice guy but a bit shy the first time we met him. i was super excited about going to the party.i couldn't made up my mind on what to wear so i bought 3 tops to nesha house since we were suppose to meet up and get ready there.i picked up mariah from usj 4 and we went to nesha's house.

got ready and did our make-up.we when with nabila since there were a last minute changes.it was really confusing finding the place :P we founded the place at last! the minute we step in the place it was so smoky that my eyes hurts. me,nab and mariah felt so out of place. my top still smell like the club. all smoky-ish. we sort of got high after drinking coke,started laughing and all. funny time. guess how much is a jug of coke,hmm...Rm50,what do you know! i know freaking expensive. we wanted to try the virgin margarita since there were this girl asked us what was our age and she told we could try it since there were no alcohol in it.

we had to left early for some reason. too bad i miss the drama that was just gonna happen right after we left. ahaha. the party was alright i guess. btw Happy Birthday to Vishnu! thank for inviting us and thank for the coke Shaker :)

we did a quick stop to subway at ss15 with nab's sister since whe picked us up and i was starving since i hadn't had any dinner yet. subway was a yum yum! nab left us and me,nesha & mariah waited for my brother to pick us up from subway. got pissed off for a while. drop nesha off and make a quick in and out of nesha's house to take our stuff. sorry nesha if i sent you late last night. drop mariah off and when home. i ate first since i got really hungry already and bath later on. i had to washed my hair cause i smell all smoke-ish.

i continue reading twilight till i fall asleep but manage to woke up again to shut the light off. i was dead tired!
just a few more day till I'm off to Indonesia. i told my mom that i wanted to do some shopping so she'll change some money for me :p thank you!

Much love,
Su'S

surprisingly it was great.

it's official! I've watched Twilight already. and the whole movie was the BOMB! seriously it's like a must watch movie. get yourself ready and buy tickets to catch twilight. gosh! yesterday I went to sunway to watch twilight with nabila. i went alone since nabila was already there since that evening with her cousin. i was kinda worried that nabila haven't bought the tickets yet since i though there must be sold out if we bought the tickets later. but thank god she bought it early. as plan it was suppose to be at 4.30pm but i called her nabila was still stuck in jam to go into sunway. so plan change to the 6.45pm movie. it felled so weird going to sunway at 6 cause at that time most probably I'll be tired to walked around already :P

FYI i do not like going nor be at sunway during the weekends. it's so hectic and people everywhere. I'm too use to being at sunway during the weekdays,so yeah i no like weekends.there were people everywhere.and dah lar some people walk damn slow and that really ticks me off. while we were lining up at the food counter i ask nabila for the tickets and she was searching it got all panic. and i panic too thinking the ticket got lost. and finally she founded it. i was really relive.nabila got so excited waiting for it too start. and while the movie was going on there were this girl beside nabila her phone kept on ringing. at that really was irritating,even tho i'm not sitting next to her. didn't you see the silent your phone commercial. NUFF said,the movie was a blast. honestly i think Dr.Carlisle Cullen was the hottest among all :) plus Edward was cute.

i kept asking nabila about the story and she just can't stop telling me. ahaha. thanks nabila for spoiling me. after the movie i was sort of excited about getting the book. FYI I'm not the kind of person who terikut-ikut orang because the book seems cool to have, I'm the kind who gets attracted by the book cover. hahaha. lame huh? but that's me! bought the twilight book and got hungry and when to subway :P guess what happen while i was seating at subway! nabila spill her drink and terkena me. hahah. nab nab! we quickly make a move before and one saw us with the spill drinks on the table. walked around while waiting for my dad to pick us up. drop nabila home and i reached home around 11.30 i guess. bath and all and got started with the book. i only reached till chapter 3 since i got really sleepy since that morning i got up pretty early cause i couldn't sleep anymore.

woke up around 1pm,ahaha. i love my sleep. here i am doing this post and still think about tomorrow on what to wear since we meaning me,nesha,nab,mariah & liyana was invited to this party. I'm actually really excited :D

Much love,
Su'S

21th century.

it's so amazing what mankind could do with their bare hands with the help of 21th century machines. felled super bored so i just when through a bunch of world tallest building. and what do you know,i super duper amaze what people could do now days. i mean now everyone whats to compete and have the world tallest building in their country. and yet when there will be another world tallest building being built.

once upon a time ago Malaysia have the world tallest building that is the Petronas Twin Tower and what do you know later one there is some other tall building! ahaha. it's actually seem really funny. don't mind me. i think one or two of my screws are not tied enough :)

today post seem so,humm? how shall i say,productive? that is the word. purely amazing that i got the idea to write about this.well I'll be back with yet another post people,got to get ready for some going out with friend. misses a bunch of them super duper much!

Much love,
Su'S

random much.

so what's up with this Twilight mania thing. gosh people. am i the only person haven't read nor watch it yet?! well that is pretty true. ahaha. so hopefully I'll get to watch it since everyone said it's a must watch movie :P
it's definitely a record in a month I've already watch 4 movies. lame, i know!

tomorrow me,nesha & liyana are going to sunway lagoon. to me it's sort of weird when nabila is not there! ahaha. fell really incomplete without her. awwhh.
plus i can't wait to go to bukit tinggi,Indonesia. most people get confuse when we say bukit tinggi since there is one of that in malaysia. I'll be there for a full 7 days.YAY me!

alright lets talked about holiday! let just say that my holiday isn't that much of a fun thrilling thing. not much has happen tho. can't you imagine by next year I'll be sitting for spm and maybe maybe I'll get picked for the khidmat negara thing. that bring chills to my body. i mean after hearing a bunch of stuff happen at those khidmat negara thing,i can't imagine myself being there!omg!
nuff said. I'll stop my crapping now.

Much love,
Su'S

tag by Yvonne.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.

Loves;-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My fatherGrey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard souffléRed - Donald
DuckBlue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Dear Mariah.
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you . I think I realized it when I threw up outside of Chicago and I saw you carve your initials into Manchester United's goalkeeper . I'm sure you're open to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations. Go and drown yourself.

P/S: You are so lifeless, french kisser. hahaha!

Loves;-Su'S-

going green.

Bonjour!

gosh.it's has been awhile since i actually updated the blog. haven't been feeling energetic this few day. god knows why?! this few days have been pretty boring. just a few days ago i went out with mariah,azian & bella to celebrate her birthday. she so semangat want to go out. just the usual thing we do eat & watch movie.

oh yeah,i cut my hair at last! after wanting to cut my hair so badly i finally did it!

just for the fun of it!

Much love,
Su'S

nostalgic.

my right arm still aching from yesterday archery game.everytime i move the arm it just keeps on aching.urgh it hurt. alright i'll stop whining about the arm and start typing about something more about me! ahaha. jk2!

feeling all nostalgic today well cause today i met up with a bunch of my cousin's that i haven't seen for ages and miss them lots. well today my cousin got engaged at last. every tho his age is close to 30 but his attitude is still very boyish.ahaha. hopefully none of my relatives finds my blog and read this post :D

this morning i had to wake up early since we had to be at my uncle's house by 11am or so since they will be serving the families brunch. at first i though of not going since i barely have enough of sleep and i was feeling sort of lazy to get my ass out of the bed.but what the hell,i didn't have anything to do beside online and watch TV so i just followed my parents. most of the time in the car i was just sleeping cause,you know why.

got there and salam with everyone and saw a bunch of them i haven't seen in such a long time,mostly my aunties relatives cause last time during raya I'll go back to rembau and raya with them. i had such fun around them :p
i even found out one of them already got married and have four girls already. i though he was still unmarried. patut lar i thought who is that lady and the four other girls. and some of them already expecting a child. it's like those pregnant season. ahahah :D

they were having some nasi lemak and lot of kuih. i didn't feel like eating the nasi lemak but i just ate the kuih and a cup of coffee. coffee is like my latest addiction. just sat around the dinning table while everyone eating away. FYI i want to keep a room in my stomach for later on. we left around 3pm and when to the girls house. me and mommy rid with my cousin that constantly likes to irritate me,while daddy is with my other cousin. i think there were about 10 cars going to the girls house. the sun was blazing hot that time and thank god i wore cotton baju kurung. if not I'll be sweating like shit!

yada yada yada waited for the people in the house to bincang and all the other just sat outside under the tent cause the house can't really accomodate a lot of people in it so yeah we just laid back and waited. since they ajak us all earliar to start eat and to think of it while waiting for the others baik kiteorg start makan dulu kan!
had rice since i hadn't had a heavy meal yet. hungry kay :P

by 4.30 we started leaving and i was the "lucky" one that had to help around to carry the hantaran since the girls balas the guys hantaran by 14 trays. i got the pulut kuning. got back to my uncle house and settle the hantaran in the living room.

people talked and talked and just laid back and watch tv. i got a moment to talked with my long time cousin. she is my aunty side nyer realative, but we knew each othe since small.talked like a bunch of stuff and i even advice her about being in form 4 since she is only a year younger than me. had cheese cake after that since i got hungry agian. i felt so boalted after that. gosh.

we left around 6 since were the last bunch. and mostly in the car i tried to sleep. got home and bath and eat dinner and here i am ones again like a person with no life blogging about my day.hah. alright feeling like eating fruit now :p till the next i guess.

Much love,
Su'S

pathetic much.

i thought that this holiday would turned out to be something really different and exciting but it turn out to be the same as the year before. same old stay home holiday kinda thing. i was so bummed last night that my dad made up his mind about not letting me go to janda baik. so as you can see here i am writing a blog about my pathetic holiday. i was serious pissed off with the decision made by my dad,i was really looking forward toward the trip.last night i poured out all my feeling through crying and got over that and continue finishing my peeps novel and read another novel just to take my mind off. i read the novel till it was around 3am. so this is how i express my feeling through crying. it actually works for me tho.

here i am all alone at home wondering where everyone when. had 3 tuna sandwich and a coffee to go with it. weird combo tho. oh yeah,the peeps book turned out to be quite ok but a bit confusing in the middle part and the ending but i figured it all out already.

to come to think of it at least this holiday I'll be hanging out and spending some quality time with my friends just us being a normal teenager. we are trying to plan a day out and me and nesha thought we should go to lagoon like a yearly end of the year kinda thing,if you get what i mean.

now my mind seem to be about everything. i can't seem to sit down quietly i just need to go out. huh? weird i say! i think that this holiday should be something fun and thrilling. i feel so random now. don;t know why,but i feel like I'm talking all crap right now. ok shut up Su!

alright then i stop all my crappy-ness till here.

Much love,
Su'S

i'm not a child anymore.

now I'm suppose to be at janda baik but yesterday the guys didn't even comfirm with liyana and now the plan have change to tomorrow. i stayed up for a while till it was around 2am reading the peeps novel and i still didn't get any confirmation from liyana whether the trip is still on or have been cancel. me and liyana was texting each other and since there were on me,nabila and liyana that 100% comfirm can go she wasn't really sure it was safe for us since we should at least have 4 girls. darn it! i was so looking forward for the trip.

woke up this morning feeling super lazy to get off the bed and still no sight or sound from my phone. while still lying down i heard my phone and rush to check it and it was liyana texting that the trip will be tomorrow and she didn't wrote anything in particular about where and what time we are meeting up. confuse and feeling still drowsy,i took the peeps novel and continue reading where i last stop last night. the book is seriously a lot of unknown word that is so hard to be pronouns.

it was already noon when i check the time and i got up and got out of my room. when down and watched the tv and my dad didn't even ask me whether I'll be going to janda baik or not. actually my parents are more happy if i didn't even go. they are so worried of me if i go anywhere out of the states,but don't seem to be worried if i want to go to shopping mall. i mean come on la,I'm not a small little girl anymore i can take care of myself. my parents always remind me if i go out i should never talk to stranger. like every kid knows that,unless they are really dumb and believe the strangers and follow them home.

i thought on how to tell my dad about the trip have been postpone to tomorrow and with a really soft voice i told my dad and he was like,"talk later,eat first" my dad is always like that never want to tell me his answer right a way. while i was having my lunch my mom called and she was asking whether i was going to janda baik or not. and at that very moment my mom was like i think you shouldn't go since it's raining and nanti ade landslide and all. at the very moment in my heart i was like "you got to be joking me!".it's so frustrating you know that.

later on my dad told me that he and my mom are very doubtful about me staying at the chalet and there are no adults to check on us. bad news just keeps on coming to me every minute! urgh! life is so unfair. i know some people may think that oh I'm such a pampered child and all but it's not that i am just that my parents can be a bit over-protecting some time. to tell you the truth my whole entire life I've never been on those school trips that stayed at some place because my parents don't trust the school and teacher,since there has been cases of student are dead during their school trip and all. so as you can see I'm not a total pamper child just that i can't.

urgh. i so hope that tomorrow the trip is on and i can go. my parents can't just not let me go! is just entirely unfair. not at the very last minute,they can't do this to me!
alright I'm not really feeling like typing anymore.

Much love,
Su'S

exploring new things.

i woke up to the sound of my mother asking me to wake up and bath. i drag myself up from the bed to the door. urgh. my parents wanted to go to mid valley early cause they seriously do not want to get stuck in the jam and not finding and parking lots.last night i couldn't sleep,is not like i wasn't tired,i was really exhausted since i was out the whole day with nabila to our friends house. at first i was just going to tell my mom that i very lazy to go but to think of it my parents tengah semangat nak shopping so mesti i get to buy some stuff right? btw i was indeed of a new toner and facial cleanser :p

i got down stairs and my mom was at the kitchen eating breakfast and my dad reading the newspaper. i though i was super late so i just sat down on the sofa and watch tv. ahaha. later i bath and got ready. i very the semangat now to wear the Bobbi Brown liquid eyeliner :) so yada yada yada ready and waited for everyone. my brother too came along.

i was so shocked that the moment we when in the mid valley parking lot it was kinda empty since it was only 11am. so i walked around and followed my mom looking through some blouses. got really bored since there wasn't any top that i like.my dad and brother went their own separate ways.ahaha. i got really seriously hungry and i was dying of dining at little penang cafe. urgh. i love their food. especially their lobak & ju hu car. heaven.yum yum!

we had lunch there and i was loving their sambal petai and sambal belacan. layan wey. licin kot! ahaha. after our lunch my dad wanted to go to the gardens to check out the Robinson outlet. ok,so this was my first time in the gardens :p my mom bought a bunch of her cosmetic item from Estée Lauder and with that i got a pretty free black bag. it's nice. we walked around and i got really thirsty and bought myself a mocha ice blended from Starbucks. walked around some more and when back to megamall and since I'll be away for a week to Indonesia my dad bought a luggage bag that most probably I'll be using it :) stop by gaurdian to purchase some stuff and when home.

oh yeah just now i was cleaning up my make-up bag and tried some stuff. i was trying on this Avon lip liner that i never use and this is what i turn out to be,

ignore the retarded face.

like the color very much.
i should have explore my make-up bag more often :p

alright then my tummy is grumbling and food is waiting for me downstairs :D

Much love,
Su'S

senior page and a bunch of random things.

this year gemala is quite ok. i wonder for our senior page next year who will be doing it? seem like a lot of work need to be done for it. i would definitely like to be apart of it since it's for us all and it's our last year together :) we should really start saving our class money if we even still have for our senior page.

time seem like it's moving pretty slow.urgh.i am already feeling the boredom of the year end holidays. you'll be seeing a lot of the word "boredom" in my post.ahaha. yesterday night my mom was asking about the year end test results and told me that i should really start "studying" again. the work study is such a joy killer! actually i really should do it since next year will be the big exam and i regret that this year i didn't push myself to do better in my studies. well we need to study hard to determine our future right?

ok,let type about something more joyful rather than talking about studying and school books!
oh yeah,i should tell you about the janda baik day trip i had last Monday. the night before nobody seem to comfirm about it. but liyana told us the plan was still on and going. can you imagine i was just at home less than 10 hours since the whole Sunday i was at nabila's house and i only came home around 10 ish. that night i was figuring out what to bring along for the trip since we don't even know what we will be doing there. deep inside i was excited :p

had to woke up at 6am since liyana said we were going to leave at 8am so yeah i was at nabila's house by 7.30 in the morning. again i was there AGAIN. we waited for nesha and kept on waiting for liyana and it was already 1pm. by then liyana arrived and we hop on in her car with abg azwan and the little brother at the back. when back to her house,btw it was our first time there since it was her new crib.help her pack and we were off to janda baik! drop here brother at ss15 and we when through the drive-thru mcd for a bite. liyana drove around the mcd since there was this cute guy but sadly he wasn't there. ahaha. the drive to janda baik was pretty rocking! enjoyed the whole drive! bunch of laughter's and bitching around :p what a waste mariah and azain was there. plus abg azwan asked why azian didn't come along! awhh!!

while on our way up to janda baik we totally freak out when we saw a scare crow adn though it was a ghost.creep me out for a while there. we reach there and the place was a serious knock out. pretty nice tho! great for a relaxation retreat.it has been a while since the last time i saw green everywhere :D
the person there brought us to a small shop for lunch. quite ok,the food was like our kampung food. you know la how?.got gulai nenas,nice ok!

later on we change to something more comfortable to take a dip in the shallow river. it was cold wey! it struck me right til the top! so you can imagine how cold it is? what a waste you weren't there wey. quite a while we were in there and later on got out and just lepak in the room while waiting for the others to take turn to bath and get ready to go back since we were needed to start driving before sundown cause after that it's very dangerous to drive because there isn't any lamp post along the way down.

i really like to be back there again,it's a nice place to getaway from all the hustle and bustle of the city. btw while we were there kena lar jaga your mulut ok? while on the way down we breath the last fresh air we were getting before reaching the highway i even dried up my hair using the wind since we pulled down the window :) got really hungry so we stop by the R&R to eat. the whole drive back was seriously wacky and crazy and loud! liyana put the audio player full blast and we even dance around while seating. it was some serious fun. and there was this jam that we we stuck for almost an hour and the whole thing was because of some accident. typical Malaysian to stop and stare at the accident.haih.

in the car they decided to have a sleepover at liyana's house but after reaching there they change their mind to have a sleepover at nabila's house but nesha couldn't joined us cause her parents didn't allowed her. we change sleepover venue pun sebab nabila's have this thing about sleepover at people house cause she is used to people sleeping over at her place. we checked in to change the car and hop into abg azwan car and he sent us to nabila's house.

and i was there again. liyana brought over her zombie DVD and her DVD player. she damn semangat wey! ahaha. so we change to some more appropriate to sleep in. and our semangat pudar because the DVD white wire got something wrong. we manage to fixed it was watch the movie. it was kinda hilarious zombie movie but kinda mengejutkan too. after the movie ended around 12.30am i slept right away and they were still up talking till 2am i think.

around 6.30am i heard nabila's mother voice and nabila told us to move up stares to her room since the whole time we were in the guest room. later on liyana had to go back and it was only around 7 i think. i continue sleeping till 12 noon. i bath right away since i felt reallt rimas and hot. it's nice to bath really clean :) ate lunch and we just lepak at the sofa the whole day just by watching tv and i got really sleepy by 4pm. so i slept in nabila's room till around 7pm and my dad picked me up later after that. got home bath,eat and slept kinda early. need to catch up with my sleeping.

alright now the rain seem to be heavy so i think i'll stop till here before my brother nag me to shut the pc.and i still haven't ask my parents about the janda baik thing.

Much love,
Su'S

the little thing that creeps me out.

at first i didn't really want to go to school but azian insisted since we just need to do some of smp works and later on the plan was suppose to be that we just had breakfast later on and just chill. but the plans didn't went right. smp kept us on hold till it was 11.30am. why the bloody hell can't he get his work done without the help of his student. i know if we help him he could help us with some other stuff but men I'm sick of it! sick i say!

the plan was that we go back at 10.30 and when lepaking with liyana after that,but since we were TOO late liyana's driver have been called by her mother to do so stuff. never mine by that,later on me,nabila,azian,raja and farhan met up at canteen and just before we plan to go to bistro,the rain had poured down heavily. got really bored just by waited for the rain to stop. flip through the gemala since we just got it. ahaha. didn't like this year gemala,our faces looks small and tiny.you actually need to zoom in to see the faces. like how hard is that?

the rain stop and we decided to make a move to bistro since we all were preett starving by then. while walking we still couldn't make decision on where to lepak and we ended up to just go back home. we had to walk all the way up and cross the bridge to get to 19. some day huh?

waited for the bus and we hop on it.chatted awhile and we even stop by my all primary school. those old memories. but the librarian outfit change from dark blue to a whole hideous purple! like seriously UGLY! i prefer the old days,our time was even better that ever.

nabila when home while i lepak at azain's house the whole day.we watch movies,eat,camwhoring and play game*which i won big time* :P

azain & moi!

this is how smart people smile

cause we are cool :p

specky!

weirdo 1

weirdo 2

oh yeah! i forgot to mention i totally freak out when nazmi put a hamster on my shoulder which i didn't realize at all and i just flank it away from my shoulder! it creep my outs! nasib baik the hamster was still alive :)

i just realize that today it didn't when all that waste. i had spent time with my friend and just chilled like a normal teenager :p that rarely happens so yeah.had great time!

p/s: please pray for me that i get to got to janda baik trip thingy! i so want to go :D

Much love,
Su'S