unbelievabe.

I'm stuck at home on new year eve! aren't people suppose to go celebrate and go for the countdown thingy.ahaha,well not me.
actually whats the use of going for that countdown think. you'll be around all the strangers and sweat.ewww i say!
so here i am blogging like nobody's business and feeling super hungry.haven't actually have my dinner yet.
even my dad feels really lazy to go out and buy food since we are kinda sick and tired of the same food we always eat.
not the best i tell you.we decided to order in dominos but the most unbelievable thing happen,i called and freaking waited for so long and they can't seem to locate the place I'm staying right now?!
like hello! this residential area is not that new. I've been staying here for almost one year plus!
how the hell they can't locate the place!UNBELIEVABLE ,i tell you!

so i just have to bare with it and wait till later when my dad goes out to pick my mom up and go to mcdonald to buy food. urgh! stupid thing!
well new year will be just in 2 hours away.
i can't understand why people keep asking me why i am not out celebrating new year eve?!
like hello it's not like next year will be a great happy awesome year for me!
i have to face SPM like every other form 5 students in malaysia.
i should be looking forward on celebrating the next coming new year eve. that is approximately in 365 days to go :)
that will probably be an awesome new year celebration for me. i still can't smell my freedom yet :p

I'm gonna miss 2008!

Hello 2009!

Much love,
Su'S

the ending of a new beginning.

first and for most i like to wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR! i can't believe tomorrow will be 2009 the year i will become a form 5 student,a senior!
like omigosh wey! so school will be reopening on the 5th on January. like that's a good news for me. i still can't believe it that i just have another year of high school and then i don't know where the future will lead me to.
i just still can't register that yet in my brain.

ok lets not prolong about the 2009 stuff here. i just want to enjoy everything before i become a total zombie. i swear i don't think i can be those bookworms :P i love books.

yesterday i when out for a shopping spree at mid valley with my dad. at first i didn't really want to go out since I've been in the house and have been in my room almost the whole entire day just reading breaking dawn :) everyone seems to think that I'm actually sleeping in the evening.
so i decided what the hell,i haven't seen the sunlight for god knows how long. and after hearing my dad saying that he wanted to go to mid valley i took the advantage to buy the clarks flats i saw at bangsar village the other days :)
i totally fell in love with it.
for me to get this kind of shoes is super hard,so clarks is the only one can. but their design are quite alright tho.

it's the cutest thing I've ever seen :)

wanted this too,but my dad though the other one is more better :p

got myself a new jeans & a blue top from DP and that clarks flat i wanted.it's sometime so much easier shopping with my dad :P
followed him around and since he too wanted to do some shopping i just tag along. i think by my calculation i spend almost rounding of to 600 i think. but i only bought 3 items only. ahaha. never mind,ones in a while only right? oh yeah, i totally forgot to mention that i totally got hooked on to breaking dawn. i bought the breaking dawn book at bangsar village mph. shockingly they display a lot of new moon. hahah.

i just wanna say that i love my family and friends that have been through of the up's and down's of me. i know i am a handful but i really wanna thank everyone for having all the patience while they are with me :p
I Love You ALL!

that's all i think till now.so just wanna wish everyone a very happy new year and welcome to the year of 2009 everybody!

Much love,
Su'S

towards the end.

the year 2008 is ending in just a few more days. I'm pretty excited to start school tho,not the studying but the friends thing :D
lots have happen to me through out the year. i never expect that I'll be joining a bunch of school related activities.but it's worth it even tho i skipped a lot of classes due to the activities.
i hope that the year 2009 will be a fresh year for me.
I'll try my very best in my studies,since this year my lack of studies really given a big impact towards my grades.
especially my account,add maths and sejarah.
plus i have the feeling that I'll be pick for the plkn thingy.
like shit men!

so yeah,whatever happens next year I hope that I'll be able to go through it. suck it up!

Much love,
Su'S

eyes on fire

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle or any music library list (eg. WMP; Winamp, Real Player and etc)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"
last of days-a fine frenzy

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
dip it low-christina millian

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
hurt-christina aguilere

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
candy-mandy moore ( :D )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
no passenger,no parasite-norma jean

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
only fooling myself-kate voegele

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
when your gone-avril lavigne

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
back in the day-christina aguilera

WHAT IS 2+2?
sembunyi-misha omar & andy flop poppy

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
forgiveness-leona lewis

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
la tortura-shakira(huh?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
these words-natasha bedingfield

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
i believe-tata young

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
before the goodbye-britney spears

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
broken window pane-mandi perkins (i have NEVER broken any window)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
better days-kate voegele

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
we ride-rihanna

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
thank you-christina aguilera

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
take a bow-rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
rama-rama-ella

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
bayonetwork-norma jean (yeah,its the worst song i've heard in my life!)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
viva forever-spice girls

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
better off alone-marie digby

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
forever-chris brown

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
when you believe-whitney houston & mariah carey

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
because of you-ne-yo(haha)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
my love-justin timberlake ( :P)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
my dirty little secret-all american reject

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
the title-ciara

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
better days-goo goo dolls

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
eyes on fire-blue foundation


Tag:
anyone that is willing to do this!
:P

the clock is ticking.

like omigosh! in just less than two weeks more till I have to start with school again and all the homework's that will be given to me.
not what I'm actually looking forward to,but the thing is that I'll be seeing my friends again after such a long holiday.
well I definitely need to start on the studying part.
it's been ages since i actually touch a revision book,like hell yeah!
urgh.I'll be going back to my old routine over and over again!
the "best" part that i will be waiting is the SPM part!
gosh! i never thought about that,and what will happen if i flunk the ultimate test.
I'll update more on my pathetic life when I have something more interesting to tell on.
signing off.

Much love,
Su'S

a walked down memory lane.

I miss Indonesia already!

the whole trip was awesome i love it. and i did not regret at all!

let start from the beginning,the night(Friday) before i couldn't sleep so i online and watched TV till around 2am.ahaha. my parents was so worried that i could not wake up the next morning. i packed a bit more and still couldn't sleep. maybe I'm just too excited :D i even thought of not sleeping and just read twilight again but didn't really have the mood to do it. in the end i gave up and just tried and sleep. woke up to the sound of my dad voice asking me to wake up. by then it was only 4.30am,i bath and get ready and packed a bunch more stuff.i just had a granola bar as breakfast while waited for my parents and brother to get ready.

1st day:
it was only 5.30am when we left the house. slept most of the time in the car,well what do you aspect it's only 5.30am! we reached LCC terminal around 6.30am. the terminal was full of people since it's end of the year,people would go holiday. we rushed to checked in and waited for my aunt and uncle to be there.
so the people that going is me,daddy,mak cik nani,kak su,kak jue,uncle lis & aunty nab.so that counted as seven people.our flight were at 7.35am so by 7am we had to checked in. said goodbye to my mom and brother and my other cousin's. the best part is when you go through the scanner thingy. ahaha.i would make this kind of curious face when i go through the scanner thingy :P

we reached Padang around 8.30am(Indonesia time,they are an hour before Malaysian time).we waited such long time just to go through the immigration since there were such a long line. got our bags and got out of the airport,my grandfather was already waiting for us. the last time i saw him was two years ago. i miss him,he is very nice and care :) there were two van,i got into the van with my dad,kak jue and my grandfather.
he brought us to this Padang restaurants. it was big and the food was super good and spicy! love it!

the trip to bukit tinggi took us about two and a half hour. we stop by this waterfall site. the waterfall is so amazing,felt like jumping in and swim around :P i sat beside the window the whole time and after the long hours sitting we finally reached bukit tinggi!
i was there two years ago and not much has change tho. my dad and aunt wanted to change money to start SHOPPING! went to this jewelry store to change money.then we were on our way to start shopping.there were a bunch of stores and i dah mula rambang mata!

got into this store called Mujmin and this is were we spent most of our time and money. like seriously i think we were there for almost 3 hours just by browsing through materials. i did bought like a bunch of materials and sat there for quite some time. got really bored and ate chips more with kak jue.ahaha.me and kak jue stayed behind at the store will the other went to the mosque to pray. we waited for so long and thought that they all already forgot about us.while waiting for them i was think on whether to get this materiel than is so vogue! and final they got back and i made my decision to get it. it's a long story :D

it was already 6pm and the shops are already closing and we got back to the van and move to our next destination that is maningjau. the trip took us about and hour plus and in the van everyone was already snoozing off except the driver of course! i was freaking tired any by the time i woke up we just reach kelok 44. and there goes another half and hour more to get down to Danau Maningjau. this is my kampung btw :P at last we reach my pakman's house! aunt nab and kak su was a bit dizzy from the keluk 44 since they all not used to it. i was pretty ok tho! we sat at the living room and just fall to the couch and slept. didn't felt like eating so i bath since i felt so rimas from the long trip,the water was freaking cold! the first drop of water shiver me till my spine,so you could imagine how cold it is. so for you all yang tak biasa memang susah giler! got out of the bathroom and saw everyone looking through their purchases.sat around them and just chat up with my aunties and uncles. the last time i saw them they weren't married yet and now two of my aunties are married and one is expecting her first child.

2nd day:
woke up to the sound of someone reciting Al-Quran. and that was only 4.30am and slept back again till around 8.30am.woke up and baths and ate breakfast.kak jue even heard the reciting and though that someone on the radio out loud.ahaha.and i totally forgot that my pakman's house is just next to a mosque :D it was a rainy day so we didn't when out anywhere. later in the evening we walked to this house,they are somehow related to our family.it was still raining when we wanted to walked home,since we didn't bring along any umbrella they gave us banana leaf! i felt so hilarious just by holding it. the whole day we ate & watched TV till night.

3th day:
Selamat Hari Raya Qurban to all Muslims! i woke up around 8-ish while everyone when to the mosque i stayed behind.later on everyone came back home and we when to another pakman's house to visit him. btw i have two pakman's(grandfather),they are my father's uncles.so that make them my grandfathers :P at his house he served us rice and a bunch of dishes.later on uncle Noris from Kota Canai with his son(Adip) and this guy came to the house.while the others were talking i ate 3 limau.on the way back we took another route just to explore the area.i love my kampung,it's so green.sedap mata memandang!and again the whole day we just spent by watching tv and ate.got addicted to watching the indon drama :)

4th day:
on this day we planned to go to bukit tinggi again.on the way up we stop by the kelok to take pictures.the scenery is so breath taking.in the van while on the way to bukit tinggi i got a bit sick cause of the road condition.we when to the same shop again to buy a bunch more materials.later on we found out that my pakman that came along with us got hospitalize due to high blood pressure,but his condition is alright.they told us not to worry.we continue with the shopping and had lunch at this restaurant.me,kak su & aunty nab had orange juice and it was so bad that we only had a few sip and didn't want it anymore!even the waiter felt a sense of regret and ask forgiveness since their orange juice was so bad.like seriously,no kidding!my aunties when to this new shopping complex just to check out while we meaning me,kak su & kak jue when to check out the bukit tinggi nyer KFC.since we all teringin sangat nak try the KFC there.ahaha. not bad tho,macam sama aje except the chili sauce a bit spicy. in the evening we visited pakman at the hospital.we spent an hour at the hospital just talking.i travel back with my uncle's car with my dad & aunties and adip(my uncle's son).got a bit dizzy tho,my head felt heavy.came home and just wash my face and slept.

5th day:
we spend the day going through our purchases.kak su jealous i got the vogue nyer material!ahaha.just joking! and again we ate and watched TV the whole day till night! i got addicted watching the drama.my favourite drama is kasih & amara.the story buat orang menyampah aje,but still nak tengok.we all semua tengok :) sometime they make the drama so unrealistic. seriously if i were kasih i dah belasah amara and the bitchy mother.vino is super cute and randy is hot even tho he plays as the bad character!! ahaha.you all don't know the story.in the afternoon we took a trip down to Hamka's museum.he is some honorable men. sat there and we were presented with a story about Hamka's life and journey through out his life.Hamka's story truly is great.

6th day:
when to bukit tinggi AGAIN! gosh.it's like the third time we were going there.berjuta-juta rupiah habis.ahaha.before that we visited our pakman at the hospital. he seem better.after that we when to bukit tinggi to buy some more things,but this time me,kak su & kak jue stayed behind and sat at KFC since both of them were sort of muflis already.my aunt when on to buy some stuff for her family back home.we spent out time talking and catching up with a bunch of stuff.they wanted to buy some stuff so i followed them around.then we catch up with my dad,aunties and uncles somewhere that i can't remember already :D i followed my aunties to the mosque.while i just stayed outside the mosque,sitting there and took care of their shoes.later on my dad and uncles came and accompany me and waited for the others. ahaha.had fun tho.you know that guy who followed my uncle from kota canai is kinda cute but what a waste he is married :P

had a very late lunch at this restaurant that guy brought us to.i just had piece of chicken since i had and early lunch at KFC with they all. we left the other to eat while me,kak su & kak jue when on to buy some last minute shopping item.got to this souvenir shop that kak jue when the other day and we met this cute guy,THE ONLY cute guy we saw while at Indonesia.ahaha.i bought some stuff from him and had to rush back to the car since they were waiting for us already.got there and i only saw my dad and uncles.didn't see my aunties.they were still shopping. we though we were late already.waited for almost half and hour for them.

my uncle brought us to taman panorama at bukit tinggi.the view is so beautiful.you could see this active volcano.so breath taking.then we walked to the Lobang Jepang(Japanese tunnel) it's an old tunnel that was build by the Japanese during their invasion.uncle lis when down first followed by that guy and me dad and last but not list,ME! the stairway was super long down.one looked down my leg shiver a bit but i continue going down since i was already half way through. it's about a few hundred meters below.the tunnel was super long,there were light to guide us through.walked till the escape hole. i was so out of breath during the walked back up the stairs.so for smoker I'll be harder for them to walked up. it was such a relieve just to reach the top.sat down for awhile to catch my breath.tiring giler kot!

later we when to picked up kak lisa at the hospital and stop buy a near fruit store.while the others were there me & kak su wanted to try the sate.oh it's good.the gravy is delicious wey! we ate at the store while the others waited for us.ahaha.the trip back to maningjau seem so fast this time. reach home,bath and eat. and started packing and sorting out our things. i couldn't sleep so i just watched TV till around 11 kot.

7th day:
woke up super late since we didn't have to go anywhere.so i took my time to do everything.mostly we watched TV and ate most of the time.it was our last day and we just spent most of out time at the living room.at night some relative came over to give some food to bring back to Malaysia. a lot i say! we had trouble during our packing.had so much of things to bring back and started to worry about the taxes.i slept early since we had to left maningjau by 8 am and had to wake up at 5am the next day.

Departing day:
my aunt woke me up around 4.30am to bath and get ready.by 6am i got ready and settle everything.ate my last breakfast and we all just sat at the living room chatting away.by 8 we had to depart.said goodbye to everyone and left for our journey to the airport.we reach around 10.30 and check in.
we reach kl around 5pm.


to sum up everything i really enjoyed my trip back.the best ever! i will miss all of them back there.love to go back there again.god knows when I'll be back there again.and i hope my pakman health is better now.

Much love,
Su'S

holding it back.

Am i suppose to be happy & excited about my trip to kampung? yes? no? urgh! seriously my feelings are everywhere right now. there are a part of me wanting to go and there are a part of not wanting to go and just wanna sit at home. why is this happening to.usually I'll be counting the days till the actually trip. gosh,what has happen to me. weird!

tomorrow I'll be getting my form 5 books around 1-ish. i don't think I'll be going anywhere after that since i haven't even started with my packing. can't decide on what to bring.i definitely will be bring stuff that is unnecessary with me typical me. just i have be informed that we were needed to leave the house my 5.30am o Saturday. i don't think I'll be sleeping the night before that. most probably I'll be reading my twilight for the 3rd time. i don't seem to get bored of reading it tho. usually after one time of reading a book I'll just leave it at the shelf till i find something new to read. by tonight i should be finishing it for the second time :P

i keep holding back things.this few days my tears keep flowing down for no reason.my emotions are everywhere right now.things are getting weirder by every second.
i can't imagine my life next year? don't think I'll get to go out here and there again since i have to start concentrating on my study's. my parents have high expectation for my study's.and i hate that!
well i think I'll be signing out now.

Much love,
Su'S

flying high.

through of the year of '08 I've done many things,more than i anticipated. time seem to fly really fast and i can't believe it's soon to be the year I'll be taking my spm exam. it freaks me out sometime whenever i though about it.well i only have another year of school can't you believe it. wow. tho i think I'll be missing school life when some adult said that being in school is better than working life. gosh. working life seem like 100x more stressful.

my parents keep pressuring me to start revising my form 4 which i totally haven't been doing. since my year end holiday started,i haven't touch any books except reading novels which is my current addiction. have no idea where that is coming from but at least I'm not watching TV the whole entire holiday :)

just now i asked my dad weather i could get the new moon book and he was lecturing me on well i should get those self improvement book or adventures book which i dislike. why on earth would i get those kind of book if I'm not interested in it. due to that i just I'm reading the twilight again. ahaha. hopefully by tonight I'll finish it.I'll find some other way to get the book,maybe if i ask my mom she'll let me get it. she is more open minded than my dad.

now i feel very lazy to go for the trip back to the village. just felt like sitting at home at rot myself. totally in depressive mood now.urgh. i seriously need something new to read. or something new to do! HELP NEEDED!
signing out now. feeling depressive now.

Much love,
Su'S

better than i anticipated it.

it's so addictive i tell you. gosh,I'm so proud that i final finish reading twilight. ahaha. ok,now i realize that the book was better that the movie. there we some parts from the book they didn't put in.i can't wait to purchase the next book :D i think I'll stop talking about it now. i won't stop if i keep on typing about the book :p

yesterday i went to Vishnu's birthday party at club Rain. he is nesha's friend,met him during our occasional trip to sunway with the girls.he's a nice guy but a bit shy the first time we met him. i was super excited about going to the party.i couldn't made up my mind on what to wear so i bought 3 tops to nesha house since we were suppose to meet up and get ready there.i picked up mariah from usj 4 and we went to nesha's house.

got ready and did our make-up.we when with nabila since there were a last minute changes.it was really confusing finding the place :P we founded the place at last! the minute we step in the place it was so smoky that my eyes hurts. me,nab and mariah felt so out of place. my top still smell like the club. all smoky-ish. we sort of got high after drinking coke,started laughing and all. funny time. guess how much is a jug of coke,hmm...Rm50,what do you know! i know freaking expensive. we wanted to try the virgin margarita since there were this girl asked us what was our age and she told we could try it since there were no alcohol in it.

we had to left early for some reason. too bad i miss the drama that was just gonna happen right after we left. ahaha. the party was alright i guess. btw Happy Birthday to Vishnu! thank for inviting us and thank for the coke Shaker :)

we did a quick stop to subway at ss15 with nab's sister since whe picked us up and i was starving since i hadn't had any dinner yet. subway was a yum yum! nab left us and me,nesha & mariah waited for my brother to pick us up from subway. got pissed off for a while. drop nesha off and make a quick in and out of nesha's house to take our stuff. sorry nesha if i sent you late last night. drop mariah off and when home. i ate first since i got really hungry already and bath later on. i had to washed my hair cause i smell all smoke-ish.

i continue reading twilight till i fall asleep but manage to woke up again to shut the light off. i was dead tired!
just a few more day till I'm off to Indonesia. i told my mom that i wanted to do some shopping so she'll change some money for me :p thank you!

Much love,
Su'S