new hot thang!

the latest new hot thang!
he's just so adorable!
Justin Long!

it when all nuts on me.

the television when nuts and now i have no other source of entertainment except the internet. i hope today the internet does not go all bitchy on me cause I'm so not in the mood for it.

today in school i didn't feel right at all. my whole body felt really weak and i think i could count the number of words i spoke to people. during assembly i could barely keep my eyes open. it was cold and sort of chilly.
most of the time in class i was just sleeping and lying on my table. felt so irritated with my surrounding.
sorry people if i wasn't all smiley and happy today. seriously i wasn't myself today.
i hope tomorrow I'm back to my normal old self ;)

Much love,
Su'S

special thanks!

To the people who made my 17th birthday a really happy and joyful day! you all really made the best out of it.
special thanks to nabila & liyana for the awesome surprise. i really didn't aspect it would be so surprising :)
to the people that was there :

nesha
mariah
azian
farah
adruce
fadzrin
hussien
syed
farhan
raja
irsyad

thanks for the surprise you guys. and plus to those who wished me too!
i love you guys to the max and that really comes straight from my heart!
AND for the unexpected present from adruce, he got me this stripped black & white bra! ahaha. and farhan for the key chain ;)

Much love,
Su'S

it's really tiny.

hey loves!
I'm currently blogging at my cousin's laptop. I'm here at sentul at my auntie house cause my cousin wife just delivered her baby! it's a baby boy. it's so tiny! :)

anyway tomorrow i'm having my accounts tuition and shit, i haven't finish my homework yet!
anyway yesterday post was really deep and i don't know what got into me. i think there would be a moment when i just have to let go of my past and move forward.

and now I'm feeling really bored cause i fell like having some scandals. it's fun!
alright then, i hungry and dinner i almost ready.

Much Love,
Su'S

i'm smiling now.

that was the first!
i've never open up about my past and i feel better after doing it.
now i can smile without you intruding my life.
I am free!

Much love,
Su'S

you were never.

is it just me or i just wasted my time last time for someone i barely knew or should i say i never see before. i was naive last time. sometime i regret knowing him but sometime i miss him. i was young and i was keen to know stuff. after all those hours with him, i gave my time for him and after what he did was just unforgettable to me. he was such a big impact in my life. after that i distance myself from people and i almost cried for him. and thank god i didn't cry because i think my tears are not worth crying for him. urgh!

i gave in and he took it and after that he just drop it and when away. after sometime you came back to me and started saying all those sweet word to me. well sorry I'm not that person you knew last time. life's goes on and i do not want to turn back time and remembering all those things i had with you. you were my past. and i want to let go of my past. and leave you behind. fuck off!

<3

was figuring out an outfit to wear for tomorrow's event and of course this was not it.
just wasting my time camwhoring :)

Much love,
Su'S

addicted to it.

Tomorrow is my school Hari Keluarga! and I'll be so busy till night falls since at night is the closing ceremony dinner and the talent quest finals. and the next morning I'll be having my account tuition. i planned to just sleepover at nabila's house. i can't believe this whole 3 weekend I've busy with school events.

gosh,i have to start catching up with my studies.
anyway,today was and awesome day. it was predicted that today would be a day that people won't be coming to school and it was true. Ha-ha. this whole day everyone was busy setting up their stores for tomorrow. and guess what? today was the first time i ponteng school,but i just when out with the teacher knowing about it. me,liyana,azian,fadzrin,hussien,syed and hasif when for breakfast at jaring near sunway pyramid.
at first it was all nervous but later on it was all cool! well everyone seem to be staring at us when we came to the restaurant. what do you aspect, we were in school uniforms :p

we came back just in time for recess :) later on me and fadzrin search high and low for nabila since we got all worried that she would be emo-ing since we left her at school. found her at the library,having the talent quest meeting. i when inside to call her but everyone called me in to listen to the meeting too. Ha-ha. after that i lepak in class doing the decorations for our store. and got bored so i seem to be in and out of the class and lepak with other people :)

anyway got to go! can't wait to go for all three haunted house tomorrow ;)
till the next one darlings!

Much love,
Su'S

dreading it.

How amazing is it that I manage to fall asleep within 10 minutes. i was supposed wish happy birthday to liyana last night but somehow after 3 minutes of hearing "heal the world" by Michael Jackson i fallen asleep. and the alarmed i set did not ring. well that happens to me quite often though.

this morning i was up by the knocking sound of the door by my dad. i was like "what the heck happen!" i quickly sent the birthday wish to liyana and found out that i was sleeping with the iPod beside me.

got up and ready for school. i was so sleepy while in the car and took a short nap. i reach school and saw mariah and ran towards her. Ha-ha. she accompanies me to fadzrin class since i knew that nabila would be there and we needed to talked about the surprise. i never knew till just now that today was the day the national service thing coming out. i dread myself about this since last year. and guess what? i found out through SMS that i was not chosen. and the moment i got that message i shout hooray like nobody's business! Ha-ha. well there was some of my schoolmate got chosen for the national service. but I'm still doubting about the whole this still since there will be a few batch of the national service thing. but I'm praying hard that i won't get it.

well we celebrated liyana's birthday during recess time. the cake was awesome. it was Oreo cheesecake. Yum! and during additional maths class i was sleeping for the whole two period. it was good.Ha-ha!

Oh shit, i haven't copy the economics notes! Alright, till the next post darlings ;)

Much love,
Su'S